In an effort to remain anonymous, I created a completely new email account and passwords for this site. Unfortunately this meant that I promptly forgot my log in name! Amazingly, after about 3 months of thinking I would never be able to log on again- the name just came to me. Thankfully. I have no idea what triggered my brain to remember, but here I am again- no longer lost!
Tomorrow is a huge day for me. I am moving to another city nearby where I will be close to work, my boyfriend and some friends. I say "some" all of my closest friends still live at least an hour away :(
I've still been plagued by anxiety, especially about the move- even though I know I'll be much happier there. I haven't packed a fucking thing yet. PROCRASTINATION!