How do you keep yourself from agonizing over the "what if's" over wanting to change so many things in your life? From wondering where all the time has gone and what the hell have I accomplished in the last 7 years? At 21 I was living with a boyfriend and never got to go out and party. At 24 we split and I still didn't do that. Now, I'm to old for it. I don't want to do those things anymore but I feel like I missed out on those years of my life. I miss my friends.
I'm applying for "real" jobs but I'm not following up like I know I should. I have to call to have any shot at an interview. Sure, I hate living below the poverty line but I KNOW it. Why can't I grow up and take a chance on being an adult even if it means working more?
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